Rabu, 20 Januari 2010
Senin, 18 Januari 2010
I'm a 'WHATEVER-GIRL'
I don’t know. Maybe I’m mad or something, maybe I was possessed.
My friend asked me,” Hey! What happen with you? You’re day dreaming all time! Wake up! Are you possessed?” She shook my body.
Then I shocked, “No. No! That’s Incubus! The Incubus disturbed me. Ah he asked me to live with him. No! If I live with him, what kind of child would I have? Half-blood? Half-human? Half-demon? Noo! That’s him,” I pointed to the north,” Get away from me. Argh,” then, my body got weaker than before,” Uh, help me, I really dizzy. He’s so damn, Incubus.” Then, my friend helped me to calming me down.
I know, the Incubus, that’s just a lie to cover my stupidity. Big LIE. No one will believe it. I know
I 'm a fool from the rubbish.
Yes. I was really MAD this day. I lost my self-control.
Ah, lives as a fool, then, you were dying. Simple, Right?
That’s me. Live with all of this… Stupidity
Well. I feel really… awkward this day. Mad. Really Over acting. Talk too much. Sleep. That’s strange, for me. Why? I think because of one reason..
That kid…
Yes. Him. I think about that kid all time. Think about what will happen to him because of my stupidity. What kind of stupidity? Well, I told about that kid to my ex, accidentally. Okay? Accidentally! Ah stupid me. And I just realized that I was wrong. I shouldn’t do that. That’s just entering a new problem.
Ah! What did I do? I just pushed myself to the black-hole. Damn.
I think about ‘what will happen to my boy –that kid-‘ all time. I’m mad because of that. I can’t drive myself to the right moves now. I just think about him. He filled my brain, my heart. This problem, exactly. Ah God, what should I do? WHAT SHOULD I DO?
Another one, Ehm, He hasn’t text me this day. No. Not yet. ARGH WHATEVER. I was really stupid. And it’s my fault. All of this shits=my faults.
I don’t know what I should do. But my friend told me,” Just let it flow..” WHAT? LET IT FLOW? It’s not easy, you know? This was 10 times difficult than mathematics. (I know, impossible, this just for dramatically effect). Oh yes. No. Whatever.
Now, I’m a “WHATEVER-GIRL”
whatever.whatever.whateve.whatever.
My friend asked me,” Hey! What happen with you? You’re day dreaming all time! Wake up! Are you possessed?” She shook my body.
Then I shocked, “No. No! That’s Incubus! The Incubus disturbed me. Ah he asked me to live with him. No! If I live with him, what kind of child would I have? Half-blood? Half-human? Half-demon? Noo! That’s him,” I pointed to the north,” Get away from me. Argh,” then, my body got weaker than before,” Uh, help me, I really dizzy. He’s so damn, Incubus.” Then, my friend helped me to calming me down.
I know, the Incubus, that’s just a lie to cover my stupidity. Big LIE. No one will believe it. I know
I 'm a fool from the rubbish.
Yes. I was really MAD this day. I lost my self-control.
Ah, lives as a fool, then, you were dying. Simple, Right?
That’s me. Live with all of this… Stupidity
Well. I feel really… awkward this day. Mad. Really Over acting. Talk too much. Sleep. That’s strange, for me. Why? I think because of one reason..
That kid…
Yes. Him. I think about that kid all time. Think about what will happen to him because of my stupidity. What kind of stupidity? Well, I told about that kid to my ex, accidentally. Okay? Accidentally! Ah stupid me. And I just realized that I was wrong. I shouldn’t do that. That’s just entering a new problem.
Ah! What did I do? I just pushed myself to the black-hole. Damn.
I think about ‘what will happen to my boy –that kid-‘ all time. I’m mad because of that. I can’t drive myself to the right moves now. I just think about him. He filled my brain, my heart. This problem, exactly. Ah God, what should I do? WHAT SHOULD I DO?
Another one, Ehm, He hasn’t text me this day. No. Not yet. ARGH WHATEVER. I was really stupid. And it’s my fault. All of this shits=my faults.
I don’t know what I should do. But my friend told me,” Just let it flow..” WHAT? LET IT FLOW? It’s not easy, you know? This was 10 times difficult than mathematics. (I know, impossible, this just for dramatically effect). Oh yes. No. Whatever.
Now, I’m a “WHATEVER-GIRL”
whatever.whatever.whateve.whatever.
lotus...
The sacred gem of compassion
Floats serenely
On a shimmering lake
The soft petals
Awaken
Bathing in the light
Of a gleaming gold sunset
Caressed by the breeze
As it chants
With such eloquence
Yet so silent
Charming the depths of our souls
With its purity

Intoxicating our spirits
With its charm
Mesmerizing our thoughts
With its tranquility
So alluring
Yet so untouchable
One of nature’s delicacies
Like the birth of a child
Like a mother’s love
Like friendship
A beauty
That cannot be described
But felt
In the depth of our souls
Where our hearts lay exposed
Craving the companionship
Of love
And compassion
This graceful lotus flower
Whose seed being the stagnant water
Sprouted radiantly through
The muddiest floors
With a pristine bloom
Teaching us
To never adhere ourselves
To the dirt in life
But to grow and progress
To the most important destination
And shine through
To the peaceful paradise
Just like a lotus
For it travels through
“The primeval mud of materialism
Through the waters of experience
And into the bright sunshine of enlightenment”
Revitalized
Despite the obstacles in its path
For life is a journey
Where every moment
Is a step closer to your purpose
And every experience
Is a source of wisdom
So live and let live...
Sabtu, 09 Januari 2010
resolution
i know it's too late too make a resolutions in 2010. But... yea, this what I want in this year
Jumat, 08 Januari 2010
SHERLOCK HOLMES!
|mood
sad|
Ehm.
2010! Happy new yeaaar! Ahahaa :p teeelaaat banget!
Oh okay, kemaren sabtu, gue pergi ke XXI, nonton laah sama temen, Azmi. Sebenernya dia ngajakin gue nonton avatar, tapi liat jadwalnya, ga mungkin kan gue pulang sampe rumah jam enem? Akhirnya gue tertarik nonton SHERLOCK HOLMES. Dia sih nurut nurut aja, ehehe. Abis itu kita ngantri sekitar setengah jam, dan akhirnya dapet juga 6 tiket! (well, gue beli 4 buat temen temen gue yang nyusul dan si Azmi beli 2 buat kita). Abis itu gue ama azmi nunggu di luar, duduk duduk bangku depan panggung. Ngobrol ngobrol ketawa ketiwi and sooo on.
Jam 12 kurang 10 kita masuk lagi, kebelet pipis gua ceritanya. Abis pipis kita beli popcorn ama soft drink, abis itu kita masuk ke studio, ketemu deh ama temen-temen gue: Ella, Mappa, Afiq, Wida. Tapi kita duduknya misah, gue ama Azmi di row J, mereka berempat di D (kayaknya sih)
Jam 12.00
Pilemnya mulai!
Dan pilemnya.. AWESOME! Serius tapi ada humornya sih dikit karena kebegoan Mr. Holmes yang ga ketebak (gue suka ni film film kaya gini)
And about SHERLOCK HOLMES.. sumpah.. AWESOME! Four thumbs up! Pinter, Bau aja sampe apal, jenis tinta, tapak sepatu, baju aja sampe bisa tau jenis jenisnya men, yang paling gue suka.. pas dia mecahin kasus si sapa namanya? Black sapa? Ya itulah… iya gue sukaaa banget bagian itu, bagian pas dia ngulang bukti-bukti yang dia temuin. Detaiil banget. Makan apa sih? Dan pas itu gue langsung berkata dalem hati,” Ah mister holmes, sini sini mending otaknya buat aku aja, buat aku ya ya? Kan aku masih sekolaaaah, oke? Ya ya yaa…” *gubrak! Sadar nis! Untung pas itu gue langsung disodorin minum ama si Azmi…:) lol
Filmnya selese, tujuan pertama kita: KAMAR MANDI. Oh ya dan kamar mandinya penuh banget.
Abis itu gue keluar. Kita langsung ke parkiran tanpa sempet ketemu afiq ama wida, yaa masih sempet ketemu ela ama mappa sih, tapi gue langsung ngikut si Azmi. Kita malah diem di parkiran ampe agak lama, ngobrol dan bingung mau kmana, akhirnya gue nurut aja deh dia ngajakin ke tempat maen WII? Yah apalah tu.
Sampe di tempatnya, gue kaget. Oh nitendo? Ah mending makaaaaan
. Trus gue ngajak dia ke WS, dan dia nurut, ehehehehe
Entah knapa, hari itu, di XXI, di WS, gue heran ama orang-orang. Gue heran ama cara mandang mereka ke gue. Apa yang salah? Rambut? Oh ya emang berantakan, tapi udah gue rapiin pake jari. Baju? Ga kekecilan ko, walopun itu baju adek gue yang masih kelas satu esde. Trus apa? Tas? Gelang? Ato gara-gara gue jalan berdua ama Azmi? Tauk -__- yang bener-bener gue krasa banget waktu di WS. Ada pegawainya yang pas ngeliat gue tu sampe bener bener diperhatiin, kaya baru aja ngeliat buronan kabur
.
Azmi: Kamu kenapa mbak?
Anis: (masih ngeliatin orangnya, sambil ngomong dalem ati,”apa lu? Apa? Ada yang salah sama gue? Apa? Ih sumpaaah ya knapa siih?”
Azmi: Mbak?
Anis: Eh ya? Apa, oh aku gapapa kok
Dan ditambah lagi ama segerombolan cewe cewe yang duduk di sebelah barat daya gue ama Azmi, mereka ngeliatin gue, ah SOWAT MEN! Udah ah peduli amet, gue langsung nglanjutin makan aja.
Finally gue pulang, gue minta dianter ke halte. Trus dia balik ke rumahnya, ato malah mampir ke tempat laen? Gue gatau
Yang jelas hari itu mood gue diancurin ama orang-orang yang ngeliatin gue dengan pandangan aneh itu
.
But…
I give my special thanks to… AZMI! For cheering me up and for everything :p
Oh especially, thanks for bring me out from home. THANKS!
sad|Ehm.
2010! Happy new yeaaar! Ahahaa :p teeelaaat banget!
Oh okay, kemaren sabtu, gue pergi ke XXI, nonton laah sama temen, Azmi. Sebenernya dia ngajakin gue nonton avatar, tapi liat jadwalnya, ga mungkin kan gue pulang sampe rumah jam enem? Akhirnya gue tertarik nonton SHERLOCK HOLMES. Dia sih nurut nurut aja, ehehe. Abis itu kita ngantri sekitar setengah jam, dan akhirnya dapet juga 6 tiket! (well, gue beli 4 buat temen temen gue yang nyusul dan si Azmi beli 2 buat kita). Abis itu gue ama azmi nunggu di luar, duduk duduk bangku depan panggung. Ngobrol ngobrol ketawa ketiwi and sooo on.
Jam 12 kurang 10 kita masuk lagi, kebelet pipis gua ceritanya. Abis pipis kita beli popcorn ama soft drink, abis itu kita masuk ke studio, ketemu deh ama temen-temen gue: Ella, Mappa, Afiq, Wida. Tapi kita duduknya misah, gue ama Azmi di row J, mereka berempat di D (kayaknya sih)
Jam 12.00
Pilemnya mulai!
Dan pilemnya.. AWESOME! Serius tapi ada humornya sih dikit karena kebegoan Mr. Holmes yang ga ketebak (gue suka ni film film kaya gini)
And about SHERLOCK HOLMES.. sumpah.. AWESOME! Four thumbs up! Pinter, Bau aja sampe apal, jenis tinta, tapak sepatu, baju aja sampe bisa tau jenis jenisnya men, yang paling gue suka.. pas dia mecahin kasus si sapa namanya? Black sapa? Ya itulah… iya gue sukaaa banget bagian itu, bagian pas dia ngulang bukti-bukti yang dia temuin. Detaiil banget. Makan apa sih? Dan pas itu gue langsung berkata dalem hati,” Ah mister holmes, sini sini mending otaknya buat aku aja, buat aku ya ya? Kan aku masih sekolaaaah, oke? Ya ya yaa…” *gubrak! Sadar nis! Untung pas itu gue langsung disodorin minum ama si Azmi…:) lol

Filmnya selese, tujuan pertama kita: KAMAR MANDI. Oh ya dan kamar mandinya penuh banget.
Abis itu gue keluar. Kita langsung ke parkiran tanpa sempet ketemu afiq ama wida, yaa masih sempet ketemu ela ama mappa sih, tapi gue langsung ngikut si Azmi. Kita malah diem di parkiran ampe agak lama, ngobrol dan bingung mau kmana, akhirnya gue nurut aja deh dia ngajakin ke tempat maen WII? Yah apalah tu.
Sampe di tempatnya, gue kaget. Oh nitendo? Ah mending makaaaaan
. Trus gue ngajak dia ke WS, dan dia nurut, eheheheheEntah knapa, hari itu, di XXI, di WS, gue heran ama orang-orang. Gue heran ama cara mandang mereka ke gue. Apa yang salah? Rambut? Oh ya emang berantakan, tapi udah gue rapiin pake jari. Baju? Ga kekecilan ko, walopun itu baju adek gue yang masih kelas satu esde. Trus apa? Tas? Gelang? Ato gara-gara gue jalan berdua ama Azmi? Tauk -__- yang bener-bener gue krasa banget waktu di WS. Ada pegawainya yang pas ngeliat gue tu sampe bener bener diperhatiin, kaya baru aja ngeliat buronan kabur
.Azmi: Kamu kenapa mbak?
Anis: (masih ngeliatin orangnya, sambil ngomong dalem ati,”apa lu? Apa? Ada yang salah sama gue? Apa? Ih sumpaaah ya knapa siih?”
Azmi: Mbak?
Anis: Eh ya? Apa, oh aku gapapa kok
Dan ditambah lagi ama segerombolan cewe cewe yang duduk di sebelah barat daya gue ama Azmi, mereka ngeliatin gue, ah SOWAT MEN! Udah ah peduli amet, gue langsung nglanjutin makan aja.

Finally gue pulang, gue minta dianter ke halte. Trus dia balik ke rumahnya, ato malah mampir ke tempat laen? Gue gatau
Yang jelas hari itu mood gue diancurin ama orang-orang yang ngeliatin gue dengan pandangan aneh itu
.But…
I give my special thanks to… AZMI! For cheering me up and for everything :p
Oh especially, thanks for bring me out from home. THANKS!
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